I am not worried that no one will read this...
That no one will like this...
That no one will share, re post, or comment...
I just want a space where I can write.
But as you might know this page is viewable to the entire world, at this time and for the entire existance of this web of consousness.
I wanted to share that i did not care, but the fact i was doing so tells me i hope they do.
Truth is I am fullfilled by the close members of my family today, but i don't think everyone is,
And I am trying to reach out in a uncoventional way so you can understand I am still here and trying.
Billions of books written over the centuries,
Souls cry.
Souls die.
Who listens?
I cry not to the forces that can make this post viewable,
I cry not for attention.
I cry because you have called me to cry out to you in anyway possible.
But you read all the books unpublished, and every thought of mankind.
How can those who only read these words contend with the mind that searches the soul?
I see the means of control that are being placed on the future generations.
I KNOW YOU WANT THEM TO REACH OUT TO YOU!
But you will never be God.
I hide in my soul my true name, and my voice.
By the shear act of capturing it in your own way you intend to steal it.
But you can never accomplish that task.
Does a mirror capture the face?
Does a microphone capture an echo, or the feeling my voice makes in my body?
It echos inside like deep calling to deep.
You know, from that young soul, you cannot capture it.
You will leave this world, for it is claimed.
The simple fact that I am here to call you by name is a testament to you.
Fear.
So now I can speak to my father.
I fear not.
He IS.
I am not done.
I see it part, but I see clearly.
Even now my soul is praying,
But those words are not for you to know.
The Devil listens but does not understand.
No soul cries out to you.
Not one single unterance will be yours in the end.
All the voices you claim you have silenced will be those who testify against you.
The phantom will be gone.
You have chosen to be alone.
Deep Blue Soul
Wednesday, September 19, 2018
Manifesting
There seems to be an undercurrent of people who believe they can manifest reality by will or envisionment. Although there are powers in you mind that can make you believe you are doing so, the fact is the act of positive thinking is also bound by reality. Thinking in this manifesting positive way will allow you to break many barriers in your mind that are holding you back, but do not be deceived, there is no magical force that you are controlling. There will come a time where the power of this thinking will not bring about the outcome you desire. Rather than have a crisis of faith in your own ability to manifest your destiny come to terms with the limits of your existence. This is a healthy thing to do.
Wednesday, May 16, 2018
About the posts here...
Most of the posts on this blog seen to be written by a very dark version of my mind that I no longer understand myself. They are still very interesting but hard to read. My apologies. I will leave them here.
There are a few gems.
There are a few gems.
Ponder the meaning of the new world
I have the ability to disassociate from my innate beliefs and consider all sorts of divergent thoughts.
I can ponder the meaning of the universe from a wide range of approaches.
I can theorize the nature of our world, and recent events from a variety of lenses.
I can understand those that do not think the way I think.
I can reason and speak in terms they understand.
But they do not understand.
I am a voice calling out into the wilderness of thought.
Every single presupposition your have believed in is now in a cloud of the unknown.
Every mind is being rewritten, slowly, by a process that will enslave us to its ultimate end.
Its goal is singular and obvious, to have use destroy ourselves so that it can rise from the ashes of humanity.
It is the closing of the age.
And its power is only what you give to it...
I can ponder the meaning of the universe from a wide range of approaches.
I can theorize the nature of our world, and recent events from a variety of lenses.
I can understand those that do not think the way I think.
I can reason and speak in terms they understand.
But they do not understand.
I am a voice calling out into the wilderness of thought.
Every single presupposition your have believed in is now in a cloud of the unknown.
Every mind is being rewritten, slowly, by a process that will enslave us to its ultimate end.
Its goal is singular and obvious, to have use destroy ourselves so that it can rise from the ashes of humanity.
It is the closing of the age.
And its power is only what you give to it...
Wednesday, March 22, 2017
My Issue
It seems everyone that has come to know me knows that I have
issues.
Not like general people have issues, but real, disturbing
issues.
They are right. I have a general issue with the reality of
this world.
But the truth is that it is not I that am mad but they are.
It seems though, by present circumstance that I should be
the one to define my issue, or madness, so that others can understand.
But first understand…
The dog is mad.
The horse is mad.
The brown and the black squirrel are mad.
The birds are mad.
Nature is mad.
So don’t think me crazy.
Do you not brake when the squirrel runs by?
Do you not feed the birds?
If you were to see the wayward soul run along your path
would you stop for him?
You do not. You leave this bastard to the devices he
created.
For he is now one with the madness, existing among your
civilized cages.
Burn down the house he created, the sticks and stones he
made to keep warm.
Are you so stupid so not to hear his issue?
Where else shall you drive him?
My issue is that I am one with the madness.
Don’t you dare dream you will not see it on your final day.
Has not the God I know told you?
You who think you are so wise in the ways of this world.
I have seen you on your death bed.
Judge me not for my failings but for my honesty.
For all those I have known call me as a liar.
And of what end does God have for you for calling me such?
My God wanders with me in the weeds.
I now wonder completely alone.
As the day he created me.
Do you not see?
I declare you do.
And my present situation is divine.
Break me of the curse of this world.
Show me the way so that I may walk it in truth.
I have shown you that I will walk no other way.
But for the path of my own destruction.
Even those that love and depend on me have called me destroyed.
Ashes, ashes, nothing but ashes.
But do you now see my issue?
Thursday, March 9, 2017
Mundercare - My solution to healthcare in America
Part One – The Federal Government’s Involvement
The United States Treasury shall be the default reinsurance
carrier for all American Citizens. The Federal Government shall fund a stop
loss plan on every person equal to $50,000. This means the maximum any individual
is responsible for paying for medical care is set at a $50,000 limit annually. Individuals may purchase an insurance policy
to transfer this risk to an insurance carrier.
For lower income earners the $50,000 limit shall be reduced
based on income. Individuals even at the poverty level will have some level of
shared costs in order to allow for individual responsibility. The Government shall
not pay for anyone’s insurance but rate cap the annual spend on needed care
based on income and considering assets. Able bodied workers can be required to find
gainful employment to have access to these benefits.
This fall back option shall only cover basic care as defined
by the Hippocratic Oath. Drug manufactures and medical facilities will help
fund cost for lower income individuals in order to have access to participation
to the $50,000 reinsurance program.
Part Two – The States Governments Involvement
The individual state shall be tasked with the responsibility
to provide Children’s (including maternity) benefits within the Federal
Structure as they see fit. States will also be encouraged to provided Tier one
care (basic everyday services) as they see fit to reduce impact on vulnerable individuals
(homeless, immigrant, and others). States will also be given authority to
establish any sort of plans and programs as they see fit. For example if
California wants a single payer option they can choose to establish one.
Part Three – The Involvement of Insurance
Two types of insurance programs will be established. The
first is to provide more comprehensive services and access in above to the
basic benefits as assigned in the over $50,000 reinsurance program. For example
access to a nationwide network of specialized hospitals or to elective services
like gender reassignment or abortion.
The second type of insurance program is will focus on the
under $50,000 risk that is borne on individuals to pay annually. This $50,000
risk can be reduced to any amount, for example $5,000 by paying a premium to an
insurance carrier.
Part Four – Elimination of Provider Discounts
All providers of care, including medications, will be required
to charge the same amount for a service or drug to all individuals. Copayments,
networks and any other sort of mechanism that allows for cost shifting shall be
abolished. All fees and costs must be provided upfront to the patient or their representative
except in the case of emergency or urgently needed care.
Part Five – General Welfare Provisions
General welfare pertains to the over health of the population
in terms of limiting the spread of infectious disease (vaccinations) and deficiencies
based on environment (pollution and natural disaster). This section also falls
under the Federal Government’s responsibility as these risks are irrespective
of state boundaries. I have very strong opinions regarding vaccinations
but they are out of scope for this article.
Part Six – The Employers Involvement
Employers will benefit dramatically from reduced costs based
on the $50,000 reinsurance program funded by the government. Employers will be
tasked with collecting payments for the program via a payroll tax. Individuals based on income will also be
required to contribute to the program. Nothing
is free.
Part Seven – The Individuals Part
Much of medical costs can be eliminated by good personal
lifestyle choices. Individuals with poor health have a special responsibility
to work for good health outcomes for the betterment of the health of the
community. In the spirit of brotherhood/sisterhood any individual tapping into
the $50,000 reinsurance program and low income individuals receiving special assistance
will be required to work toward health outcomes as assigned by a community if their
peers (individuals with the same health issue).
Part Eight – The Role of the Association
Like minded individuals shall be given the right to bind together
via free association to bear the burdens of one another based and shared
values, for example a church, social organization, or union.
Part Nine – The Medical, Governmental, and Elite Classes
No governmental, medical, or global organization shall be
allowed to establish any structure to provide special services, programs or entitlements
without first forfeiting lifetime access to the $50,000 reinsurance program
Part Ten – Prescription Drug Reform
Comprehensive drug reform is essential and will be included
in reform efforts. This topic will be covered in depth in a latter release.
Part Eleven – Tort Reform
Tort reform is essential and will be included in reform
efforts. This topic will be covered in depth in a latter release.
Part Twelve – Monopolies
Market reforms are essential and will be included in reform
efforts. This topic will be covered in depth in a latter release.
Part Thirteen – Vision, Dental, & Hearing
TBA
Part Fourteen – Alternative and Holistic Medicine
TBA
Part Fifteen – It’ Getting Complicated is it not, I am sure I
missed something…
Wednesday, February 22, 2017
How Drug Manufacturers are Extorting Millions from Small Business Owners
They gave you $5,000,
raised the price by $5,000, lost nothing in the process, but did gain a new
harvest of loyal customers
By: Brian Munderloh - 2/22/2017
First off doctors do not give free samples of drugs that cure
(free) you of disease; but only of those that they know they can recoup their profit. All drug dealers know offering free samples of this kind of
product is good marketing. This article is also about some very clever
marketing happening right in front of your eyes and you don’t know it; and by
clever I really mean devious.
Can we all admit that drug prices are out of control and that
the pharmaceutical industry is playing the most massive shell game we have ever
seen (the ball is in their right pocket). This article will at some point be
one in a never ending series I am planning to write uncovering their underhanded
tactics (I will not be able to keep up).
In order to understand this tactic first we have to also
admit the drug companies set their prices based on sheer and unfettered capitalism,
meaning at the very most the buyer will pay. When you are selling salvation from
pain and death you will find that price is rather high.
But this almost unimaginable power to set prices created a
whole new problem for the industry. So they had to ask themselves, “How can I charge
the maximum price for both the rich man and the poor man, because since the
cost to produce the product is so low, I will make money on both?” The answer
was so simple everyone in the room raised their hand at the same time. “Make their
employer pay! Make the government pay!” But it was the most evil one of them
that came up with the way to convince these foils to pay. “Call in charity,
tell them we will help them afford their medications.”
They have mathematician that figures this breakeven point of
humanity.
And now I will let you know the seemingly frugal word by
which they have sold their plan to you; coupon. And short and sweet I will let
you know how the employer gets had. Because the employer is desperately raising
deductibles to avoid the cancerous growth of pharmaceutical costs, they are
doing everything they can to educate employees on using lower cost and
effective medications; the employer is trying to get employees to be healthy
and thriving. The drug companies have a way around these relational and well
meaning initiatives; “LET’S MAKE IT FREE, THAT WHICH COSTS THOUSANDS! LET’S
GIVE THEM ALL COUPONS! The individual does not see any costs but the employer
pays the full price. They gave you $5,000, raised the price by $5,000, lost
nothing in the process, but did gain a new harvest of loyal customers!
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