Personal

I am not worried that no one will read this...
That no one will like this...
That no one will share, re post, or comment...
I just want a space where I can write.
But as you might know this page is  viewable to the entire world, at this time and for the entire existance of this web of consousness.
I wanted to share that i did not care, but the fact i was doing so tells me i hope they do.
Truth is I am fullfilled by the close members of my family today, but i don't think everyone is,
And I am trying to reach out in a uncoventional way so you can understand I am still here and trying.
Billions of books written over the centuries,
Souls cry.
Souls die.
Who listens?
I cry not to the forces that can make this post viewable,
I cry not for attention.
I cry because you have called me to cry out to you in anyway possible.
But you read all the books unpublished, and every thought of mankind.
How can those who only read these words contend with the mind that searches the soul?
I see the means of control that are being placed on the future generations.
I KNOW YOU WANT THEM TO REACH OUT TO YOU!
But you will never be God.
I hide in my soul my true name, and my voice.
By the shear act of capturing it in your own way you intend to steal it.
But you can never accomplish that task.
Does a mirror capture the face?
Does a microphone capture an echo, or the feeling my voice makes in my body?
It echos inside like deep calling to deep.
You know, from that young soul, you cannot capture it.
You will leave this world, for it is claimed.
The simple fact that I am here to call you by name is a testament to you.
Fear.
So now I can speak to my father.
I fear not.
He IS.
I am not done.
I see it part, but I see clearly.
Even now my soul is praying,
But those words are not for you to know.
The Devil listens but does not understand.
No soul cries out to you.
Not one single unterance will be yours in the end.
All the voices you claim you have silenced will be those who testify against you.
The phantom will be gone.
You have chosen to be alone.

Manifesting

There seems to be an undercurrent of people who believe they can manifest reality by will or envisionment. Although there are powers in you mind that can make you believe you are doing so, the fact is the act of positive thinking is also bound by reality. Thinking in this manifesting positive way will allow you to break many barriers in your mind that are holding you back, but do not be deceived, there is no magical force that you are controlling. There will come a time where the power of this thinking will not bring about the outcome you desire. Rather than have a crisis of faith in your own ability to manifest your destiny come to terms with the limits of your existence. This is a healthy thing to do.